Societal-LSD

Had a friend die and had to talk another down from his noose-chair(literally). A tiring day. I was shaky earlier. Called a few friends, mostly they didn't answer which is fine as I didn't have anything to say. I suppose I just wanted to check on everyone. Hope you're all well.

, which went well. It'd be nice if everything else weren't so fucking complicated

what if music didn't exist? what if sound, inflection, that whole aspect of the human interpersonal experience, was denied you? what if your hands were your only voice, and those who spoke your sad language were few and far between? what if all you could hear was a deafening roar of nothing, a vortex in which uncertainty is the only certainty? what if wondering was as far as you could go? what would you truly do if you were in a place where there was NO "up"? would you regret your former apathy? do you wonder if, after so much time in this captivity, you'd even dream sound? more are afflicted with such a nightmare than we like to admit.